Dream about John

I have this repeating dream, I get up to look for my husband. I always find him sitting in his chair as usual.

When I find him I find comfort. 

Many times in this dream I stop to think of where my husband really is. Because I get so comforted knowing that he is somewhere on Earth to be found. I can call or text him any time.

My joy in finding my husband turned to sorrow.

This time I stopped to think, where my husband is. I had to cry. Because I realized, I can't find my husband on Earth anymore. 

I cried real tears. 😢😭